the whole block knew.

I'm having trouble putting words on paper, difficulty in describing what betrayal can be like especially when it was right in your face but you couldn't see. in a way, i wish i didn't see it.

this the kind of thing you hear about in the movies. i’m asking god why he made my life the movie directors take notes on//actresses memorize my words like quotes on display, my life is a screen on display. like the whole block knew but i’m just now finding out it’s my birthday. it was my birthday 3 months ago.